Ang Kulit Ko Daw

oo.. aaminin ko na nga..
super makulit talaga ako..
kung hindi niyo yun matatanggap edi wag..
haha.. kapal ng mukha eh nuh?

meron kasing isang tao sa outside world na nakulitan daw sakin kaya umayaw..
naku?
e sorry naman.. kung kakulitan ang nakikita mo sa pagiging thoughtful ko sayo, well..
GOODBYE!!!! haha..
i don't care if i like you sooo much, hell with you kung simpleng kakulitan ko lang e aayaw ka na..
tsk tsk..
bahala nga siya.. haha *bitter???
sus.. nakakainis lang kasi hindi naman ata napakalaking reason yun diba??
anu ba yun..
kasalanan ko ba na i care so much for him?
na i just want to know if he's safe?
na i always want to know kung ok ba siya..?

sus,,,
kung ayaw niya ng ganun edi wag..
andami kayang tao na wala lang pakielam..
nako nako...
hindi ko nalang siya pipilitin kung ayaw niya..
kung hindi niya ko tanggap kung sino man ako at kung ano ako..
siguro hindi talaga siya yung tamang guy para sakin..
maghahantay nalang ako ng taong makakaintindi sakin..
tsaka ung tanggap kung sino talaga ako..
diba diba????

Oficially A Man Hater, Let Math Get All The Love

wiiee...
i can't believe that i trusted someone who i don't really know that well..
i guess i just got a bit, well a lot, caught up in me liking him that i forgot to think everything through..
well..like what i said in my previous post, if everything between us doesn't go well, i'll just have to wait for the right guy.. :)

the waiting starts now.. hehe.. :)

*trying to love myself more and more*

You're A Trainwreck But I Woudn't Love You If You'd Change

whuttahellovah title..
haha..

it's just a statement on how i will love the super special person i have in my life right now.. :)
uh uh uh..maybe you're thinking he's my boyfriend, ah well... NAH!!!
hehe,, not yet.. assuming??!!! hahahaha.. :)

hmm.. there's this guy that i really like..
but as i said before, i'm not gonna hurry up on things..
i'll take everything step by step, little by little, until i realize if i really love the guy..
i won't just barge in and let him have me that fast.. :)
i've already learned alot.. from where? hmm.. ask me.. haha.. :)

God knows everything, and i believe that whatever is happening to me now, it's His plan..
so, i just need to make the right decisions, think everything thoroughly, and maybe, just maybe, my life will end up good and happy.. :)

right now.. i think i'll just enjoy the remaining summer days.. last few days here in Pasig, go out with my friends.. hang with him.. :)

back to the guy.. i already told myself that if i can't find the love in him, i guess, i'll just have to wait, for a long time, for the right guy for me.. if it's not him, i hope it's someone a lot like him.. :)

hmm.. all i want to do know is to talk to him and settle everything.. i can't understand what going on between the two of us.. it gets me confused whenever i think about it and my mind gets a wee bit boggled.. maybe if we talk in person, my mind can get plenty of rest.. hehe.. :)

*i'm noticing alot of smileys..hahaha*

well, back to the title..
i super like this guy just the way he is..
yes, people are noticing many imperfections in him, but for me, he's perfect.. :)
i won't ask for more, i don't want him to change..
even if he's a trainwreck.. even if he's crazy.. even if he's the most imperfect guy on the planet..
suppah love..

+boss+

Why Is Life So Confusing?..

have you ever a time in your life when you already moved on but then a certain someone keeps on bringing back everything?
damn hell..
it's like you want to go on with him but you don't know where you'll start..
like, whatever you do, you just end up confusing yourself..

Tama Na, Sobra Na

well..
naisip ko lang na iyon yung title..
haha.. wala lang..
naisip ko kasi na nagiging man hater na ako habang tumatagal..
it's also my fault, pero parang basta...
kung wala rin naman kasi yung mga gwapong lalaki, edi sana hindi ko sila nagugustuhan diba?
hindi rin ako masyadongt umaasa sa kanila tsaka hindi ko din iisipin na may chance..
o diba?
tama naman diba?
kung mali man.. ewan ko, haha.. pero para sakin tingin ko hindi nalang ako mag eexpect and lalong lalo hindi ko na seseryosohin ang kahit ano that has something to do with guys..
sobra na ata ehh..
o kaya siguro pinakita lang ni God sa akin na hindi lahat ng lalaki mabait and are who they are as who you see them..
hmhm..
siguro din kailangan ko lang antayin yung tamang guy na para sa akin..
and as of now.. WALA PA SIYA..
i'll just wait..
and maybe someone will come, who will be perfect for me..
and can spend every single day with me through eternity.. :)

Damn Wifi

sa kadahilanang nasira ang pc ko..
nasira din yung wifi connection ngaun na nagawa na ung pc..
anu ba yan.. parang ayaw talaga akong pagamitin ng lech*** pc...
pinagawa na nga, e hindi naman maayos yung sa connection edi parang wala lang din..
anu gagawin ko dun? mag games ng ofl?
wtf,,,
sayang lang yung pc na yun dun sa bahay.. ayan tuloy etong pc ng tita ko napagdiskitahan kong gamitin.,
haha..
meron na ba jan naririndi sa pagtatagalog ko?
sana naman wala.. *akala mo lang wala, pero meron! meron! meron!!!!!*
amp naman yan haha..

minsan na nga lang magtagalog eh..
haha,,
o sige na mag uupload pa ako ng pics sa friendster..
ilang dekada na ko hindi nakakapag upload dun ee..
nabubulok na mga luma kong pics..
hahaha...
etong cp ko.. napuno na ng mga pics na nararapat ko pang i-upload para sa ibang tao..
anu ba yan oh..
hahahahahahaha...
mag comment naman kayo sa mga post ko..
ba yan....!!!!!

hahah...
eto na talaga,.
aalis na ko..buh-bye..
:)

Certified UPian

whew..
last May 6th, 2009 i finished up everything that i need for UP Baguio..

i'm already done with my enrollment..
now, i'm a certified UPB student..
i already met new friends, and saw some old ones like Ken and Fely..
i met Eunice, Ella and Erika..but suddenly, Eunice told me that she backed-out.. awww.. :(
i think she and her mom had a problem with the enrollment..she was the first friend i had there.. how sad.. :(
i hope she can work things out and carry on with UP..

i already have a boarding house..
i will be bunking in with ate Hannah..
she is studying in UPB..
BS Comm..and she's nice..
i already saw the room..
it's comfy and i think there are no spooks there.. ha ha..
:)
i have my own bed separated from the twin bed..
my mom already gave the deposit for the room :)
yey! i think i'm all set..

all i need now are the things i'm gonna bring there...
gosh.. i need lots of clothes..
i'm not gonna have a uniform soooooo i don't want to be an outfit repeater...
hahaha...
but the hell..i'm broke..amf..
i need money!!!
i'll do anything just to earn it..
gdi!

well...tata for now..

Finally!!!!

yehey..
at long last..
my pc has been redone!
i can connect to the internet now.!
and my pc is not broken anymore..
how fun is that?? hehe.. :)

Effing Pc

happy may..
hehehe...

because i'm so darn effed up..magtatagalog na ko..
grabe..hindi ko inaakala na may na pala..
grabe..hehe..sira kasi ung pc ko sa bahay kaya hindi ako makapagpost ng bagong post.haha..
and super dami na ng nangyari sakin these past few days..
hehe..
ang taba ko na nga ata ee.
hindi kasi gumagana yung pagwowork out ko..hahah!!!
sana makabili na si yaya ng laptop..para may magamit na ko kahit pa sira ung pc ko..hahaha.. :)

wiieee... :)
sige na..
nakigamit lang kasi ako sa tita ko ng pc ee..
haist..sana magawa na pc ko..