this here is ME...

most people judge others on how they look,,

they think that just looking would be the best way to lern aboput a particular person.but nuh-uh..it's not..

in our English IV class..my seatmate Paolo taught me something.,"wolf in a sheep's clothing." It's all about not being what you truly are in front of people; but you let them see you're good side and say bad things about them behind their backs. It's as if being a different person each time.. :(
i don't know what's happening in this world..seems like there's too much wolves..



okay, to the ME part..


most people don't understand who i really am. even people who are really close to me doesn't know what the true REM is..
all they know is that i am a playful, fun little girl who's game for anything.. what they don't know is that i keep many things to my self and somehow i have lived through high school and i still will keep it that way till college..
i feel better when people around me laugh and never know the hatred i feel.. it's much fun..

just like my new class,, we do have fun but there are times that i feel i'm in the wrong room and i don't know anybody anymore.. it's kinda like being the only donkey among the ponys..i can't find the proper person to hang-out with at times and kinda feel no one likes to be with me anymore..it's hard..

but outside the room..i know some people are waiting for me and are always there to comfort me..but do they know what it is behind the smiles i always let them see?my best buds does..and now i found someone who understands me..someone who's patient and who hears what i really am saying..or i hope he'll always be there for me..i'm doing lots to change for him..he's really very special..

_losing.ground_