My Worst Nightmare Is Yet To Come

i'm feeling very down..

i hate my life.. i thought it was getting better, but no..
i hate myself.. i hate every detail about me..
why do i need to live..
i hate it..!
i hate myself..
why is life so unfair???????????????????????
i hate it..
kill me now.. i don't want to continue living..
it just hurts me!
i hate myself..

why does it have to be like this..?
sh*t!!

i thought of it before.. this is going to be my "worst year!"
many proofs had come.!
i hate it.!!
zoom to 2010 please!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate this life...
can't i just be reincarnated to a different person where i can't face hardships?a Pharaoh maybe..
i just hate it!!!!!
can you imagine you yourself being regretted by someone?? it hurts!!
it deeply hurt me.. deep through my veins.! i hated it..
fcukingly! damn.!
i hate it very much!
let's just zoom to 2010 please.!!! 2009 is my worst year!!! damn..
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